Will I turn to nail biting?

I'll be perfectly honest. I'm freaked out about the things I need to get sorted out, planned, packed, insured, etc. before I leave for YWAM Brisbane.

My real desire when I truly sit down and think about it, is to live a life wholeheartedly committed to God. But now that I'm making this radical leap of faith, I'm questioning myself.
How awful.
I know much of that doubt isn't coming from me. It's coming from the one who doesn't want me to have a closer relationship with God, or that I'll help bring other people to God or for God to even win. Satan is powerful in his lies.

Pray with me that I don't lose sight of wanting to live for God and his purpose. And even though I'm not sure what that will look like just yet, I'm excited to find out.

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In my heart, in my soul
I give you control
Consume me from the inside, out
....and the cry of my heart is to bring you praise.
"From the Inside Out" Hillsong United

Be strong and courageous; do not be frightened or dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go. Joshua 1:9 (NIV)